Dammit I will learn how to use watercolors

After writing these two essays and drawing these pictures and doing that one other writing thing and finishing my calligraphy project where I have to write my name in Japanese as many times as I can as small as I can on a single piece of paper with a brush.

And after I figure out this original world I thought of because dammit I have to try so hard to make things not seem derivative, whether or not they actually are